The doubts started last night as I lay awake in bed. What if I am doing the wrong thing? What if doing a 180 and waiting for her to come around is taken as he doesnt love me and I will still go on with this.
Do I get her something for Valentines day knowing how much holidays mean to her. How will this differ from the mistakes I made in the past on holiday?
Lord please bless me with the strength and serenity to get through this day.
-Footsteps please Lord


M:40
W:40
D: 21
S: 18
D: 17
Md: 18 years
-1/19/2010 W wants out
-6/03/10 "Live for today, for tomorrow is promised to no-one.."