First time poster feeling a bit lost

[MT21]

Hi both,

Thanks, for the advice.

To be honest I kinda reached the same conclusion myself.

In terms of growing a spine, I have.
I am v.confident in what I want, but I am very aware that my children are still suffering.

This is where my pain is (the children), there is very little pain right now for losing my wife, I can sit in the room with her now and feel detached. shes sees it too.

But one question, If she repeats the experience and does come back to me in the same way, what then?

Keep walking... until when?

Start talking....(and now Im back on the string?)

So thats a bit confusing...how do you know when shes genuine and the times right for talking...after all shes lied about everything else.


MT