Funny not because I had any cards,I don't even know how to play, po'd some people.
Had fun telling one guy that went off on me, compared to my wife u don't have s**t so shut the you know what up and get over your bad beat. People would bet and I'd follow, guys I can't even hardly shuffle. I just wasn't going to be intimidated. Why can't I be that way with wife?
Got to thinking on this divorce, I've let my wife know alittle too much,now any day now she's going to get the motion on selling the house, which between us, I'll live in a tent before the kids loose the house, even though that might get wife away from the om (neighbor):)
I've given her bits and pieces on what's in the motion.
Guys do I treat her like an adult and go full bore after her, don't think it would be a fair fight?
She must've forgotten beating me up on Friday, we actually had a smoke together in the garage last night, now she berated me, but no swear words.It isn't her, could feel the heat and her cheeks were bright red, she was not relaxed at all and her eyes, there is something about her eyes. Why don't others see it?
Work told me they changed their idea, so I'm stuck in the car business. Fine I told them, pay me alittle, let me be free, gave them and wife too much for 15 yrs, I'm going to have a life.
My add lady called she said i need to get on med's, she's just like the atty last wk, I am in the top 10.Now I don't have ADHD, but ADD and if I here random one more f'ing time, do you really think I plan to be impulsive?
It's funny when your successful no one gives a dang how you act, be crushed and they pile on, like I didn't already feel bad enough about myself.
Texted wife too many times today, not about Relationship stuff, just on splitting bills and things.
Told her we can get Divorce final we have court next week, she didn't know anything about it.
Told her I had filed a motion, did not mention the house part and yes I bold faced lied on some of what was in the motion. Told her motion included parenting,counseling,communication between us. She told me to save the money, that we communicate fine, my gut told me she and D are nervous. She thinks the counseling is for d and an add therapist, no flipping way, d has no feelings, has been called a slut and drug addict by her mother.
I do get the superbowl with son, thanked her for that and for the cigarette.Noticed she recycles now, offered to recycle with her and split bill, she used some lame excuse it was already full, no poop, i put something in it and it's full of the neighbors beer cans. If i could legally kick his butt, man I would. He's taking advantage.
Thing is she knows she has me wrapped around her finger,my head was down most of the conversation in the garage. Wife did ask in garage how we were going to handle taxes, told her i got it, I got a credit card I'll pay the taxes, she said great we're right back to where we were, too funny, if she didn't go nuts and spend the money, I had the money to pay taxes, asked her to call family doctor and get what we spent in deductables and I'd call the marriage cnslr, etc. Told her sales tax on her new car was deductable and she said she knew my butt, she followed that up with we going to the stupid lady been using forever.
Funny the lady is stupid, but wife insisted we use her for yrs.
I am going to end up broke when this deal is over, so I get heartbroken and broke, kids when convenient. Good deal.
Didn't tell you, D ended up staying with a friends over the wkend. MY WEEKEND. It's all I can do, not to have the gloves come off with her and when I see the kids.
D is going to go to an ADD therapist on Thursday,wife set the visit, of course said I took too long, bs, asked since July, but wife left it up to D, D and I have been talking for mo's and D finally said dad we are a lot alike, maybe I do have ADD. I'm not going to the visit, I talked to her guy on the phone, told him I took the tests, by 3 different pro's and yes I've got it and bad.Was alittle ticked that I've been going to July, been asking to take D and she sets a visit with someother guy.
But hey wife doesn't believe I have add either, thinks I'm just a loose,self centered, generous cannon? How can you be self centered and generous at the same time?
ALL THIS BS I've been typing, boils down to this, I want to stay married, I love my wife, I want to take all the pain away and if she was sane we wouldn't be in this boat.
