I often wonder if my W feels she has let so many people down and done so much damage that she can't return. Did you feel that way or can relate to that thought.
Oh absolutely I did. I believe that once a cheating WAS has even a glimpse at remorse (as I did from time to time, even in my fog) it eats at them. It did me. Hurting someone I love is not something that I forgave myself for easily. And the feelings of hopelessness and worthlessness I felt festered and drew me down.
knittedscarff - I am glad you found the right option for you. I think that is important. It seems like it would be hard, though, to live in a world of only black or white. No grey area. I think it must be a difficult path to walk, and for that I admire your dedication to yourself if not your viewpoint.
undefeated 24 H 24 S's 4, 2, 1 M 5 yrs
"Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all." ~Dale Carnegie
