OTM-


H isn't on any meds. other than weed and alcohol...but since i no longer live with him, i no longer am aware of how much he's consuming.

went out tonight...had a GREAT time with my sister. actually ended up running into a guy i dated briefly but REALLY liked a few years ago. he was at the event i was at with my sister, but with his girlfriend. i did say hello, but...still weird.

i'm back home, no word from the H, watching the snow fall from the beautiful picture windows of our (well...now MY) apartment, trying to feel lonely but not alone and it's not working out so well. i miss him so much.

will mull over a response to his email tomorrow. probably just something quick...i know he doesn't want to write me an emotional email at his new job, 2 days in, only to end up crying at his desk.

interesting how trying to GAL can make me feel more lonely than ever...


Me30 H29
M2.5 T5
H moved out 1/23/2010
H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010
...feeling hopeless