I know the answer already I'm sure - but how are the kids doing with it all? I know with me - the more I think about things the more I worry about how this will effect them - especially my 11 yr old. I'm hurting big time as I'm sure you are but I tend to think of myself last - its the way I've always been with my family. I worry so much what this LS is going to do to my daughter. And you - u doing ok? I know I have multiple feelings - anger - resentment - compassion - depression - strength. I try to hold on to the times when I feel emotionally strong and keep it going for as long as I can stretch it. But really every day is a mixed bag of feelings - one day I feel like I can overcome all of this and other days I'm sitting on the train to/from work holding back tears. I hope beyond all hope that there is light at the end of the tunnel.........
Me: 48 W: 47 M: 25 years T: 30 years S24, D21, D11 Bomb dropped: "Not in love with you" 10/09 Separated Feb 2010