I broke down tonight and cried. Haven't done that in awhile.
I just found out that H is planning on taking a ski trip to Colorado. I don't know why this bothers me so much. I guess because I want to be there with him.
That and the fact that he is gal'ing without me. Plus I am still not sure where he is getting money for that trip and the new big flat screen TV he just bought.
(((((MO3))))). I had a good cry last week. They happen. For me, it's like unloading a lot of pent up hurt and poison. So, it's ok. We aren't robots.
On teh financial front, are you keeping a close eye on the money? Do you have joint accounts or are the finances separate? Sorry, I don't remember.
It is tough not being a family. I go my first taste of that this past weekend. And while it's going tot ake some getting used to, we will pull through and be ok. You're on my prayer list.
