I have been preapproved for the mortgage. Enough to either buy my house or a condo. I told H that I was talking to the bank to follow through on one of those plans and all he would say is a condo in the city would be cool... I guess that he doesnt want me to buy this house? Ugh. I hate him. Really, I do. Then he asked me how my old dog was doing and went on to say that it makes him so sad. I just wanted to tell him to F off. Seriously, maybe you shouldnt have walked away from her! Twice! The mortgage is good news, but now I need to figure out what to do with it! I just keep going back and forth over what the best decision to make is. I think that I have a better chance of finding a job in the city, but I am nervous about leaving my place when I dont have a sure thing for a job! Even if I cant pay my bills, I would have a roof over my head, but maybe if I go out on a limb and take a chance on this Ill be able to have both!
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...