"She wants a divorce, I dont. Do I fight it or go along with the plan? (Lawyer appointments, helping her pack, selling things, etc. etc.)"
What do you want? Do you want a D? If not, then you come up with an action plan. Read DR to find out how. Start getting on friendly terms with your W and do things for yourself as if you were single again.
Live life for you. Not for her. I know in the beginning you're going to want everything wrapped up as quickly as possible, but it's not going to happen overnight.
You need prayer and a heck of alot of patience. Take things one day at a time and you'll start to get rid of that fear that you have building in the pit of your stomach.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
