Well, time to suck it up and head "home" and deal with my cousin. I wish she would stop trying to be in my head and think she knows exactly what I'm thinking and why I do things the way I do all the time. She ends up being so wrong and it's so frustrating.
It's really not going to go over well when I announce that the 6 month time table may be accelerated a bit. But, that's just gonna have to sink in for a bit. I have a family too. They need me and as she would do, she would do anything to set the wrong things right for the sake of her family. Her personal feelings of (x)W, I can not help and I can not change. But she is going to have become a little more respectful of my feelings as I have forgiven (x)W. I'm not asking her to, nor can I make her either. This is my choice for my life and my families well being.
Enough already.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11
