how do i keep my hope alive?

[talia]

TTA,
Its your party - cry if you want to!!!
(Then block his emails so you can't get them at work. Those things are better left at home!!!!)

Don't respond! Ask yourself... does this REQUIRE a response? If NOT - don't. That's what it means to go dark. Being dark will let you only focus on you right now... and you need it. Give yourself all the TLC you can muster for now - you don't have enough to give to anyone else.

Don't READ into emails... emails are inherently emotionless... YOU CAN'T know what he's thinking behind the words so stop TRYING. It's probably not what you are thinking, but you have no way of knowing so don't drive yourself crazy with that.

Have fun tonight, go for you and what you can get out of this. You are gong to be just fine!

T