I've hit a wall.. Now what?

[talia]

Hey Pearl...
I just finally found your thread. Now its time for me to catch up on you.. You'll see me there soon!

I'm at that point I think. I'm paying way more than my "fair share" of the bills and since I don't know otherwise I have to assume he's still committing adultery.. so its totally cake eating. Time to make some movement in my direction - whatever that turns out to be. It can't stay like this... change is good I guess.

As cutter say.. Embrace the SUCK.

That's exactly why I want to date! I'm sure it will help me re-gain some of my self esteem when it comes to being desirable! I already have it when it comes to how I feel about myself, but its severely lacking with regards to how I think other men see me. Time to fix that!