What to do, what to do?

[LuLu]

Thanks, Tulsa, I need a little encouragement right about now.

FM- That was an interesting site - The Work. I'm going to dig a bit deeper with it and try to do the work. Thanks for sending it my way.

I've been MIA lately because I've been feeling a bit hopeless about my situation. I feel myself getting cold again. I know it's because our area got a bit of snow/ice and we've been snowed in since Friday night with H nowhere around. My expectations of him were entirely too high. I know I expect him to treat and do things for our kids as I do but he's not me and his priority is a bit different.

All this has been making me think that maybe he's not the right person for me. Maybe this all happened because I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with someone else, someone who values family more and has a zest for life. Someone who is a person of action and solutions instead of just complaining about things

I need to find a babysitter for our MC appt on Monday night and I haven't even picked up the phone. Sigh. I need to get out of this funk and soon.