just when i thought i wouldn't hear from him today...

got a relatively long (for him) email about when i could expect his paycheck to deposit. he talked a bit about his new job, but mostly it read like a business email. no emotion. completely impersonal. he didn't ask about me or the dog (although when he called yesterday he asked about the dog), and said if i get mail for him i can give it to our friend who lives in my building to give to him. i had hoped he'd ask if we could meet up at some point, but i guess that's wishful thinking right now.

i know i shouldn't flip out over one email, but the difference between the letter he left me when he moved out on saturday and this email is night and day. and i don't know what that means. i don't even know if i should respond to it, but since it's just a calmly worded, "this is what's going on" kind of email, i guess as long as i maintain the same level of "this is what's going on" language a quick response would be ok. but maybe tomorrow.

right now i kinda feel like i might run down to the ladies room and cry.


Me30 H29
M2.5 T5
H moved out 1/23/2010
H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010
...feeling hopeless