today - GAL/180: RSVPed for business social event (I never used to go out in the evening due to kids' bedtime routine) GAL/180: eating food that I like, and working on maintaining my weight loss and continuing to lose 180: refusing to let it get me down that H took our marital bed to his apartment today...it's just a thing
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
Today Gal: Jesse James... I look so good without you... (I'm normally not into this kind of music but.....)
Hey boy I would of thought that when you left me I'd be broken with my confidence gone.. so bummed.. Hey boy I would of thought that when you said that you don't want me I'd feel ugly n sense something was wrong Standing in front of the mirror.. my skin's never been clearer My smile's never been brighter
I look so good without you Got me a new hairdo Lookin' fresh n brand new Since you said "that we're through" Done.. with your lies Baby now my tears dried You can see my brown eyes Ever since you said goodbye I look so good, I look so good without you I look so good, I look so good without you
Hey I'd never would of thought that when you left me I'd feel sexy n so good in my skin again And I'd never would of known that I'd be dreamin' so much better without you in my head Standing in front of the mirror.. my clothes never fit better My life's never been brighter
[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/NRPq ] I look so good without you Got me a new hairdo Lookin' fresh n brand new Since you said "that we're through" Done.. with your lies Baby now my tears dried You can see my brown eyes Ever since you said goodbye I look so good, I look so good without you I look so good, I look so good without you
Now baby my body's lookin' better than before ain't bitin' my nails since you walked out of that door I realized now I deserve so much more than what you give Than what you give (than what you give..)
I look so good without you Got me a new hairdo Lookin' fresh n brand new Since you said "that we're through" I look so good without you Got me a new hairdo Lookin' fresh n brand new Since you said "that we're through" Done.. with your lies Baby now my tears dried You can see my brown eyes Ever since you said goodbye
I look so good without you Got me a new hairdo Lookin' fresh n brand new Since you said "that we're through" Done.. with your lies Baby now my tears dried You can see my brown eyes Ever since you said goodbye I look so good, I look so good without you I look so good, I look so good without you
Today I GAL by : running 3.5 miles Today I GAL by : going out for beer and wings with friends Today I GAL by : researching universities near by for taking a night school class. Today I 180 by : Ending my day with a nice bath and going to try to sleep tonight without a pill.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
Today I GAL BY: Going to a new meet up group whether I feel like it or not! Today I GAL By: Trying for the 2nd night to sleep without pills - hopefully with better success than last night. Today I GAL By: Making a list of all the positive changes I have made to counteract my influx of negative thoughts.
ME28,WAH30, M 5YRS, T 7YRS ,OW/ILYBNILY/SEP 9/09 Served with D papers 6/6/10 Current
