I went to the bookstore to pick up some reading material. While I dont know how helpful it will be, I got Gray's Mars and Venus Starting over, Glass' Not "just friends", and Spring's After the Affair.
Earlier today, and on the way back home from the bookstore I broke down. I just kept thinking why couldnt either my ex or the OM give it 6 months before they got together? over and over that went through my mind.... of course I believe they were likely together emotionally before she left me. that makes me feel even worse.
oh well...at least I have some things to read over the next few days. maybe it can help me heal a little.