Jack-

Ok. I'm going to force myself to go to the gym today. perhaps that will help w detatchment.

and I probably need an xbox or playstation... which one and why?

thank you for the advice again. will focus on being the white knight.

and I am changing it (being 4 hrs away) as fast as I can... april 17th will be my last day here.

the monsters in my head are very bad, yes.

yes.. seems to be lying I purposefully said, because I don't know.

yes you are right about the truth detection. but what about when someone makes a "pledge" to be honest to you... make it all the worse!