Mixed Signals or is this Limbo Land

[MHL]

flowmom,
Some days you feel like you are swiming in the mud, other days I am walking 10 feet off the ground. My D13 is actually the strongest person in the whole thing. She has been there for me in helping out with my S9 and being a mother to him when I am not there. It brings tears to my eyes if I stop and think about just how wonderful she is and how your children can bless you. The thing that I want to tell her is that she gets her benevolent spirit from her mother and daily I see my wife in the things my daughter does and says. My D13 only sees the bad things her mom is doing and wants nothing to do with her, it is sad but one day my prayer is that they will have some sort of relationship.

Thanks for the words of support, you are very kind.