how do i keep my hope alive?

[trytryagain]

2 forward - 1 back = still forward...! I was mulling over his text you sent, "I can't breath...". This suggests that regardless of the end result, at least now he seems to know you are important to him. You are doing something right towards saving your M.

i think he's always known i was important to him. the problem is is that he feels stuck in where things are in our M right now, and that we will never solve it, but continue to have the same conversation year after year. since we "can't even go 3 months without ending up back in counseling" it must mean there is something fundamentally wrong with us. (this is in his opinion)

i hope i am doing something right...i feel glimmers of hope from him, but they are pretty fleeting.