I have to see him tonight when he picks up my D. I am already a nervous wreck. I am mad, I am sad, I want to hurt him, I want to yell at him and yet I know that the best thing I can do is to act like I am not even affected by him. My heart is broken and my spirit shattered but I don't want him to know what he has done. I was going to try not to be here when he picked her up but he will know I am avoiding him and look at that as weak. I want him to know I can face him and not break!!!
I wish I could transport myself in time and be where some of you are today..........a stronger, DETACHED person who has made it through!!
