Thanks undefeated. your support is much appreciated. Update from a couple of days.
I had D this weekend. My Ex called me on Friday, fed up with stuff. She laid into me saying she is tired of being nice, etc. I told her she was right. She deserved better and that she can count on me for things. I took D earlier than expected based on that.
I went to church for the first time in 20 something years. The sermon was interesting. Submit to your faith. I feel like i need that.
After church I dropped of D with ex and lo and behold she wanted to have lunch with me.
I immediately started shaking and couldn't stop. I felt I did not deserve her company. We chatted about everything but what happened.
IS she reaching out to me? Or is she being nice? Either way I can't believe the kind of woman that she is. She is amazing. Eating with me and D as if we were a family.
I couldn't really take it. I wore my sunglasses the whole time. I didn't want her to see the weakness in my eyes. She even complimented me and told me i looked nice.
What gives? Sigh. I have IC today. I will bring this up.
