I must be honest that I am tempted to contact W via text about the exchange yest between me her and OM. I should already know my place in things as I did text her yesterday w/ no reply.

I believe anything out of me today is needy and pursuing- no matter how much I think I'm wanted to be a part of her life (at least a little)- that is my fog.

I'm glad I can write this out, I think I'm finally starting to understand. I also think I should have just not replied to W yesterday after her rants- all I did was remind her that I am still here, that i am open to change, and that I do not support the D.

UGH- such a thin line to walk- does anyone have any insight on this?

Cutter you said to be DIM, was the exchange the other day even necessary or should I have just not answered?


DARK