I almost at that point too...been trying to avoid it but here it goes. I think I've done my part in trying to be the understanding wife. No more!

I can't live like this anymore so like Gnosis says to me, "YOU are going to have to be the one to change".....so be it...but NOT for him.

I feel a little relief right now...so I actually will go do something for myself that i usually do and that's get on the damn treadmill..it's full of dust.

I gotta get Teresa back to her life.


M44 H41
M20 T23
3 older teens
Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy"
EA Nov 09 w/coworker
Another PA in Mar 10
I Filed Apr 10
D final Dec 10