Luv

I'm coming to the conclusion from my sitch and experiences that If I will be able to look at my self and honestly believe that I have done everything I could possibly do, I could live with myself.. and accept I tried my best.. You need to know what that point is for you..

If you believe that it may help, it obviously matters, but if it doesn't, you'll probably less be likely to second guess yourself down the road..

I'm at that point right now in my sitch,, I feel I've done all I can and yet not much has changed. I believed Retrovaille would be my last hope, but,, W is not in the mind set to do that and there is an OM involved with her... So I think there is nothing new I can bring in....


DD

H50
W44
M17 yrs
S15
D11
D10
Bomb 4/09
Trial separation/moved out 9/09
Moved back in 12/29/09