I'm gonna go to new york, and enjoy sharing music for four days. But in my mind I now have some guilt about how my music has impacted my marriage, that I have never had before. I need to sort it out.
You should feel NO guilt here. She KNEW this and was a part of this when you two met and got together. It was HER choice to abandon her music and NOT participate in yours. You tried to include her and your family in this.
You know you have a special talent in your music and it is a great outlet that you should take advantage of. It is part of who you are. And she knows that.
Go to New York and have a FABULOUS time with your friends...leave the guilt at home.
