That's true Kassie. Acceptance is a tough road to come to, and then you vacillate once you get there. Am I doing the right thing? What if I wait a little longer? Do I want to wait a little longer?
The way I deal is through my faith, that if it is meant to be, it will regardless of where my life is. It could be tomorrow, ten years from now, or I may be sent someone who truly becomes the person I was supposed to be with anyway. God works in mysterious ways.
That's not to say I don't question, I think we all do. But sometimes the phrase "let go and let God" is a good example to live by, and makes it a lot less stressful.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
