Wife lost her love for me - my story

[TomLost Love]

I guess this thread is dying out - but I'll continue to post since it makes me feel better to vent. Got thru the night ok - I guess I mentally prepared myself for getting the LS papers, but today I feel like the life was sucked out of me - feel very empty, alone, sad. Today is much tougher than last night. In addition, this morning I was sort of zombie state, just getting ready for work and mind kind of numb. When my W got up, she came downstairs and commented immediately that I didnt take care of the dishes. Normally, my routine is to empty dishwasher in the morning and put dirty dishes into it. I dont know why, I didnt even think of dishes this morning, so I had a complete brain freeze. She said to me "You didnt do the dishwasher like your normal routine, and thats not right" - impling I did it on purpose to spite her. That was not the case, and when I realized I had completely forgot - she cut me off and said "I dont want to hear your excuses". I was furious, but kept my anger in check, said nothing, and left for work. Stupid and petty stuff, to be sure, but words do hurt like hell sometimes. Especially I guess when you're already feeling in the dumps. Later....