Watching H pack up is SO much harder than I thought. Last night he took D9 out to look at a couch. Later he went back to discuss it with the sales guy. She and I layed on my bed and she cried. She asked me if I still loved her Dad and I told her "yes, I do and I don't want to be divorced or separated." Parts of this are so hard for her. We told her teacher, the principal and vice principal at her school via email yesterday. They are all being very supportive. (She is at a private Christian school that is very small.) I also spoke to her teacher with her in the morning yesterday. Her teacher is very tough but I'm hoping she will soften up and help my daughter thru this during the day.
I can barely sleep at night because my heart is so heavy about him leaving. He keeps telling our daughter "everything will be fine." Part of me wants to scream "no, it will NEVER BE FINE EVER AGAIN-YOU IDIOT!!" All of my friends keeping telling me how strong I'm being but the truth is What is the alternative??
I need some pointers on how to DB during the coming days. Please help friends.
M-44 H-44 D9 S1 M-17 T-20 Bomb-8/09 EA/PA/MLC H moved out 2/4/10
It's not hard to make decisions when you know what your values are.-Roy Disney
