First time poster feeling a bit lost

[MT21]

one thing she told me on a last meeting, is how much respect and admoration she has for me.
She even told me she still finds me attractive especially with the recent changes in me. she said I looked amazing.

Its funny how it still isnt enough and even now this OM has a sort of grip on her.
She also told me how good a father and husband ive been, and how she knows it her thats done this and if we were to get back together its her that would have to do the most changing.

Im not sure I agree fully with this marriage is two way. I hope this isnt the obstacle she cant get over?

MT