I have been to war. No fun there. But no pain like this. Have a MC who is very loving, caring. Has helped me see many faults in myself, as far as relationship's. [Disgusting to see yourself] But she also helped me see, that if worse came to worse, though I would have died for her, I wouldn't die without her either. Doesn't mean I will give up easy either. Hopefully not too stupid to learn something new.
