She gave me the LS papers tonight. I was pissed but it went ok - tried to be business like. Am seeing a lawyer on Wed. I cannot lie - this is the worst night of my life and feeling very alone - very bad feelings - but I fought the temptation to yell or complain or talk with her about it. I wanted to be nasty and tell her she destroyed our marriage - but I somehow kept my mouth shut. I hate her right now for doing this to us - is that a terrible way to feel?
Me: 48 W: 47 M: 25 years T: 30 years S24, D21, D11 Bomb dropped: "Not in love with you" 10/09 Separated Feb 2010
