G,
Sorry for the delay.

Can see so much truth from your view. 'truth hurts' but it's value can't be questioned.

Do I want her back. Can only say at this point "I think so"

Have doubt's which way to think right now, from what she is saying and doing. Did have confirmation from a friend that she has been where she said she was. Heard she told 'him' the game was over, wouldn't meet with him when the time came. Matched what she called and told me, but after no comunication for 4 month's, now suddenly volunteering info, talking about her feelings. I'm having trouble beliving.

She just called again, moments ago, asking about the girls. [They have their own phones, or the house phone, but she called my cell] Told her I would give them the phone. "No, you can tell me, let them finish homework" Told her they were finished. "Thats ok, don't bother them now, it's too late."

She asked a few questions, talked about picking up our grandson, asked how business was. Then, asked to talk to the girls afterall, to say goodnight.

Think you are dead right, wish I had found DR, and this site before. Can see some diff in just learning so little. But just enough to be totally confused right now. What I want to believe, what is true seem to just wave at each other. Don't know who will win as I learn more facts.

But right now the things I can confirm are encouraging, the ones I'm not sure of, haunting. But if all she says, and I'm hearing, is 1/4 true, feel lost as to what to do next, not to loose what seems to be gained.

Last edited by Can't give up; 02/02/10 03:36 AM.