Sandi I fully appreciate what you're saying. I will be taking things very slowly. I'm by no means saying that I'm ready to throw in the towel on M yet (or pick out new ones with someone else).

I think Cutter put it really nicely when he said:

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That good time feeling is fantastic. Guess what you just learned that you can have it again. Just remember it goes away just a quickly.

Feels great doing something for yourself does it not.


I guess I'm getting way ahead of myself here, just wanted to make the point that if things did go OK with this woman, then there would come a time to close the door on W and this part of my life and start the next part.

Deep, no problems, chip in whenever you want to. I so appreciate that you guys are taking time out of your lives to show interest in complete strangers.

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I guess I'm saying take your time and be sure what you want. Best of luck.


I still want my W and our M. I also want to feel like a Normal person again.

I get the LBH Fog too. Sometimes you just feel "Hey She did this, why can't I!".

Look, over the last 6 months my emotions have taken the biggest beating, I guess in a way it's like a drug for me to actually feel good, so I have to treat it like that.

Maybe just a little bit now and then for Medicinal purposes - but not overboard.


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H: 44
W: 42
Married: 23 years
Bomb: 16/07/2009
PA Confirmed: 16/01/2010
Over it & working on ME: Feb'ish 2010