I'm amazed...at God answering my and my friends' prayers that the continuance go through. I'm still wondering what will come to pass. I already have the name of a mc so we can get started as soon as h gets back. It's a male mc so my h should be very at ease...i hope.
My thoughts now are to focus on the NEW r and to let the past go. Easier said than done I know but I'm going to approach this as 'dating' someone 'new'. I'm going to aim to not assume, to validate and prayerfully we'll dismiss the hearing in February.
I'm actually not scared this time around...almost like I've finally decided that I can be happy with or without him. I think in my old r that I totally used my h to make me happy. Now that he doesn't do that I'm free to make my own happiness and let him be.
I'm scared though because it is only 90 days but hey God only used 3 days to convert the worst christian persecutor and murderer in the bible...Saul...struck him blind on the road to damascus. Everyone thought he was beyond God but God had other plans. Maybe like my h?...
Thanks for checking on me. You and others here have helped me so much. I send you a big {{{{{HUG}}}} and my prayers for you and your ex.
