Understand, know there is a long road ahead, lot of potholes. What I see is some hope, where for 4 month's, I had almost none. But now seeing hope, afraid I'll miss something, take a wrong turn, end up beside the road again with no on ramp. W asking me to be with her for long drives, and dinner, telling me she now thinks she was wrong, wants time, possibly seperation, but thinks D is not the right answer is half a mountain higher than 3 weeks ago. Now afraid, am I ready, can I cope with this the way I need to now, and not loose ground. Quite frankly, this change in her, took me off guard right now. Not sure yet if it was a good step, or if it was a blindside punch. What to believe.
