W just called. she got back w boys from the weekend. she's shoveling snow and wanted to tell me how much fun she was having. I was witty and charming... I've been sortof dying inside a bit today.
and you are right. previously I know I made her feel like she was annoying me... though she was not.
getting things settled w the new job... it does not feel good at all yet. but hopefully it will at some point!
I need to be happy to have such a good job. it really is a good job. ego is fighting me a bit with it.
need to be more of a zen buddhist. non attatchment... beginners mind.
