No sooner had I wrote that last post when I received an email from my H. He has been telling me he was going to write me a letter since the day he left. Well he finally wrote it and sent it to me today. Oh my word I am so hurt. He spewed out every little thing he felt I had done wrong without any regard to his part. But that was not what hurt the most. I expected that. He put in there things that were intimate pains I had in my life and turned it into something to use against me. How could he!!!!!!