i'm certainly not expecting miracles at all. he did just call me, though. i haven't spoken to him on the phone in a while! it made me so nervous to talk to him. i feel like a damn teenager. but he was asking me about our joint banking account since he's dealing with getting all his direct deposit stuff set up at his new job today. so it was mostly just business but i did ask him how the job was going and tried my best to sound upbeat. he asked about the dog and when i said, oh he's ok, just a bit depressed, you know how he gets, my H said, well, i can't talk about it or else i'll just get upset about it. i'm thinking...if you know you're going to get upset, why would you ask? anyway, i just wished him luck with his first day and told him i knew he was going to be great in his new position then we hung up.
be the lighthouse. i like that, maynard. that is some sound advice. i just hope he can see me through the fog.
Me30 H29 M2.5 T5 H moved out 1/23/2010 H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010 ...feeling hopeless