I picked up Not Just Friends last night because I was having a difficult time with flashbacks. While reading it struck me again how much this would help you process what you're going through. Have you gotten it yet?? If not, let me know and I will send you a copy. Seriously. I feel that strongly about it.
Hope you're having a good Monday!
If you love somebody, set them free. http://tinyurl.com/2empx2g