I'm so in denial this is happening. I feel like I'm holding my breath. 11 days until d day and I'm so dreading it.
It will be so hard to wait and see if he will even be interested in coming back once the d is final...especially in light of all the horrible things I said to him on Tuesday. (but how is he different from me...he said ugly things to me too but I came back...alas he is not me:() Though a lot could happen in 11 days...he may agree to the continuance.
Should I call, leave VM saying I'm sorry I said such cruel things?
