Ring On or Ring Off????

[ddstartingover]

I spent the weekend with my kids in St. Louis for D16's softball tournament. H came for the two games on Saturday, so missed the 4 yesterday----including the championship game (D's team lost, but got 2nd place). Made the 4.5 hour drive there and back that day, so he could return to work. The atmosphere seems to just get colder and colder. I guess my emotional e-mails after his latest request for D are to blame. Each time the distance grows, each time things go colder, the pain re-emerges. I wish I knew how to make it stop.