Just be strong and try to expect the worst case scenario. You need to be strong for you and independant for you. I am in your shoes, these are words I am telling myself as I write them to you. The confusion is unreal. I've come to believe that I will no longer be confused by W's actions. I know what I want, and right now I can't have it, and may not ever have it again. Let your H be the one who's confused. Let his head spin...be the lighthouse, dont pursue, and ignore that letter. Or see it for what it is- wishy-washy back and forth rubbish.
