I know the "keep finding out stuff" feels like a BAD thing, but I actually got to where I thought maybe it was tied to that whole "God will never give you anything more than you can handle" thing. Maybe He, in his mercy, only allows us to see/hear/feel what we are able to see/hear/feel at one time, y'know?
I think it was true in my case, and I ended up being very thankful for it. Had all of the things I ultimately learned/saw/heard been revealed to me all at once, I honestly think it would have killed me. Seriously.
