Thank you Sanderika....I agree with what you say. I do think of all kinds of stuff to say to him when he isnt around...good and bad, but when I get in front of him and he asks me to tell him what I am thinking of...well, I cant seem to think of a single thing to say....its so weird.
Things still seem to be going good so far. Got a surprise visit from our old marriage counselor last week. Havent seen him in over a year and I had been thinking about him lately and surprise!! He stops by just wasting time!! So strange!! He just told me to be careful, that my H is good at hiding his feelings...I agreed, but told him I noticed a big difference in the past month or 2...and just hoping its a good thing. But I am afraid that my H will have a problem with something I say or do and just hide it from me hoping it will pass, and that is definitely not what i want to happen!
Still not ready to him to come back home yet...but Im enjoying the time we are spending together, NO eggshells in quite a while!
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
