Sittin' at the car dealership... emissions issues. Sounds expensive. Never buy a car where every little thing ends up being "electrical"! Shessh!

Tired, very tired today.

A little bit of courage this weekend. I let H see my sadness. It's the first time in a year that I haven't masked it. Anti-DB? Not sure if even appropriate anymore. H didn't say anything to me when he saw the sad face (in the kitchen while cooking dinner - thought I was alone), but came back in... in Mr. Personality mode - Hey! Dinner smells great! Hey! I just looked on the DVR, and these shows/movies are on! Hey! Hey! Hey!

F*ck your Hey! LoL

We watched some favorite tv together then, w/a fire going. Sons came and left as we were watching... Dog sound asleep touching someone at any given time. Sounds cozy, huh?

Last edited by mindfull; 02/01/10 02:30 PM.
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13

After many years w/my head in the sand...
I FILED
Divorced 6/2011

The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.