up so early this morning refusing to be miserable today...
ST - I cannot tell you how much I appreciate you still posting and not giving up on me. I know you are driving home some hard facts that I am now learning to accept.
I never applied what I've been told here 100% but now I will...and NOT to save my M but to save ME. I truly believe in my heart my marriage is over and will accept that. What I don't want is to sink down with it. I won't let that happen so it's time to change how I do things.
Thank you guys - for your patience, understanding and prayers. They have done me well. I don't think I could have gone through yesterday without them - I had a sense of peace that I had not felt before....so keep praying for me.
Luv Luvs you all...
M44 H41 M20 T23 3 older teens Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy" EA Nov 09 w/coworker Another PA in Mar 10 I Filed Apr 10 D final Dec 10