kinda sad today...nothing happened or anything, just a bit down.
in general it sucks to see someone you love with all of yourself, happy when they are at home, but wont come home and be happy...
even harder when they comment on the fact, you keep your mouth shut and just listen...only to hear how they are so unsure, and they dont know if they can take that chance...
im strong...i can do it, and will...just letting it out here...
i feel blessed that h is being a little more open, even if the words arent what i want to hear
Last edited by lost1234; 02/01/1011:28 AM.
me 39 h 38 kids 9 and 6 h left 8/9/09 loving and devoted wife and mother still going...10 months later...
