The weekend passed and we didnt talk about anything. Just as anticipated. Which means I still have no asnwers to what I asked for. Which means, I either let it slide or insist. Of course I will not let it slide. Sometimes I feel like I am pushing too hard, feel sorry for him. He looks pushed into a corner. He looks as if his mask of "not reacting will make it go away" is finally dropping. He reminds me of the possums in Ice Age 3 that play dead everytime danger comes close. Only this time, "danger" is not going away. He may still choose to do that, but he will be well aware what it is he is doing and he is informed well in advance of the consequences.
Last night, late, I told him I need to ask him again what he has decided. He said he has decided he wants us to continue trying. He doenst want to give up. I told him what I need/want hasnt change and it wont. So, if we are so far apart, it is only good for our kids to be honest with each other and do what needs to be done. He didnt comment/answer or anything...
I will not book a session this week. If he wants to go, he needs to ask me to arrange it or set it up himself. I will also arrange to go away for a couple of days.
I am looking forward to the show for Friday. The opening night was reported as MAGICAL. It's been some time that I enjoyed a concert... K
