Just feeling lonely and pathetic. All my power I felt when he was a way disappeared once he was here. I end up feeling so powerless and lame when he just is too busy in the house to even talk to me and is irritated when I'm interrupting his tv time! I guess I should face this is over.
Oh, and he said he wasn't angry at all about coming later today to be with S. I don't know which is worse, fearing he's angry when I set a boundary, or seeing that he could care less whether I do or don't, whether he sees S and I or not.
