I was thinking about my brother today - his wife died a few months ago - he didn't tell me and I don't know why but I thought about our sitches. I realized that if my H died I would have to figure out what to do and move forward - so in a way my current sitch isn't too different. I was feeling that I have done so much to make things happen and felt somehow unrewarded until I realized my brother had a good marriage and both were good people and this bad thing happened to them. How am I different that I think things should be ok for me? I think I may be making progress in acceptance. Thanks for listening.
Will probably need reminders this week as I tend to strengthen up over the weekend and fall into a pit during the week when I am faced with my H at work.
Prayer for this week: letting go of what has been to allow the room for what needs to come into our lives.
